This doesn't have aaaaanything to do with deviantART, I just needed to rant and talk and... stuff... well not really talk, these are just words on a computer screen... but... well... yeah lol









Okay... recently I broke up with this guy... because... I just didn't feel like I liked him as much as I had thought... I dunno... he's still my friend, but apparently his parents aren't too happy with me... to say the least... o-o ... and I'm okay with that, kinda... I mean, it's perfectly normal to not like me after breaking up with their son...

...but one thing DOES bother me a little... the fact that his dad called me a whore. Where did this come from?? If I were in fact a whore, then I would've been with him just to have him and then dump him when I was bored, but that's not what happened at all!! I never even kissed him back ever... He was the one that tried to hurry things along, and now he's trying to be with my sister! Who's the... okay, okay... getting carried away... heh.... sorry about that...




All of that above would make someone think I was in a bad mood, but really I've never been happier... ... ... I should explain...


I've had this best friend for a little while now, and for the longest time we were just friends... I never even thought of being more than friends back then...

...but that was probably because I was obsessed with this guy who didn't really know of my existance... but aaaanyway...

I was on YouTube a LOT, and I liked to watch cosplay thingies... ^-^ Cosplay makes me hyper lol... so I was looking up Naruto cosplay and I saw this one video of these two cosplayers getting married at a convention... and they cosplayed as Sasuke and Naruto! (They're kinda popular, you might know who I'm talking about if you're on YouTube a lot) So I watched and I noticed that all of the people attending the wedding were characters from Naruto, even the Reverin!! (SP? )

And so after I watched that, I looked up more on those two specific cosplayers... apparently (I think, don't take my word for anything lol) they met at a convention and fell in love and had a long-distance relationship for long periods of time... And after a while, I found out that they were both girls... although I was sure the Naruto one was a boy...

And after that, I noticed lots of people made tributes to them, and one of them was so sweet that suddenly I had tears in my eyes... I wondered why, I wasn't sad or anything... but then... my best friend popped into my head... the last time I had felt this way was when I had a crush on this guy and I couldn't bring myself to tell him... so then I thought... wait a minute... am I in love...?

I wasn't sure back then, although from that point on I thought about my friend a lot... but I wouldn't tell her. No, I couldn't tell her. I was with somebody that I don't think I actually liked... but breaking up was out of the question, I couldn't do something like that... surely I couldn't...

...surely...

But then... I had a fortune cookie... yes, a fortune cookie... -_- ... ... and it said that "The things you must do are the things that you think you cannot." And that confirmed it in my mind, I had to break up with him, and I had to confess my feelings for my friend...

Finally I got up the guts to be just friends with the guy I was with, but I still couldn't get myself to tell my friend my feelings for them...

I thought maybe the subject would come up and somehow I'd tell them, although I couldn't think of a scenario where that could happen... And every once in a while I thought that I had little hints that maybe, just maybe, my friend had liked me back... I had believed it at the time, but later thought "That's just wishful thinking..." and carried on with life, wondering how and when I would tell them.

But now........... recently.... extremely recently.... like a matter of hours ago........ my friend followed me when I was about to leave, and I thought in my head, "I should confess..." but still couldn't... but then... they said, "I wanted to wait to tell you this..." and I thought "it couldn't be... they're not thinking... was I right....?" And............... they said that they wanted to wait until a little while becuase I had just broken up with someone... and I was thinking "NO WAY!!!!" And I wanted to tell them I knew what they were going to say... I felt that same way... but I couldn't speak... I just kinda twiddled my fingers and kept looking at that same kitty in the corner...

They confessed to me...!



And so... now.... we're going out... and.... I couldn't be happier!

I always thought that the chance of two people liking each other at the same time was close to impossible... that it was a miracle that that could be anybody's case, but... well you know by now... ^///^

SQUEEEEEEE!!!!!

And I had decided to tell them through a picture posted on here (I didn't draw it yet... ) but I guess now there's no need...


...and this whole time I referred to them as... well... "them" , because I don't know if they want me identifying them yet... or ever... lol.... but yeah...